Been almost two weeks since posting here. Finally feel I’m over my cold and that’s good as its my birthday on the 27th. Things are still bad at work, I think the only saving grace to keep my hours is if someone bottles out and leaves. Regina is thinking about it. My previous GSM has put my details forward to the company she works for now. That could be a lifeline if anything pops up. I think Craig’s safe though seeings how our current GSM has rewarded his two week absence with even less work and shouldered it onto Regina’s duties. I’ll bet there’s some serious time sheet fixing going on, I can’t see Regina staying on till the 6:30pm like she claims to be with two kids and a moaning husband to contend with.
At home, there seems to be something up. I seem to be getting fed a couple of times a week by the landlady. Well…a rent increase is well out of the equation. I’d need to go back to Abbott Street if that ever happened I guess. We’ll be acquiring two cats as well apparently now her eldest has separated with her fella and moved in next door. Before anyone asks…I ain’t babysitting! I moved in there to lodge not be a scivvy.

Well, Britain are no longer going to be under a hung parliament thanks to the Conservative party winning outright majority. This is pleasing as it means the SNP won’t be co-allied with anybody. Speaking of which the SNP have done extremely well and dominate the Scottish electorate having beayen back Labour. Despite Farage losing his constituency in South Thanet the growth of support in UKIP did show through with an overall 9% climb. They now have a single seat in Parliament, but from little acorns….

…so, now David CaMoron is back in number ten Downing Street, will he keep his word and issue an EU referendum? I don’t think he will. Time will tell!

Every negative emotion comes about our ability to deal with it. Friends and family can also get us through and nine times out of ten thats the way to go. Personally i find speaking to a stranger more helpful. Theyre completely unbiased. Im greatful i can dummy up a lot of the time and channel aggression through other mediums, rather than lose my temper like most. Or use it as an excuse to get pissed or violent. For all my faults, im proud of who I am and have never stooped that low as to hurt someone deliberately in relation to my own mood. Im emotionally independant, and dissolve anxieties myself. I still need family and friends in the physical world though, without them i doubt id get far. I was never physically strong, but my mind feels Herculean!  Go me!!