Every negative emotion comes about our ability to deal with it. Friends and family can also get us through and nine times out of ten thats the way to go. Personally i find speaking to a stranger more helpful. Theyre completely unbiased. Im greatful i can dummy up a lot of the time and channel aggression through other mediums, rather than lose my temper like most. Or use it as an excuse to get pissed or violent. For all my faults, im proud of who I am and have never stooped that low as to hurt someone deliberately in relation to my own mood. Im emotionally independant, and dissolve anxieties myself. I still need family and friends in the physical world though, without them i doubt id get far. I was never physically strong, but my mind feels Herculean!  Go me!!

You need balls of steel for this.Wonder if theyll do #DyingLight as well. #Assassin’sCreed Unity Meets Parkour!: https://youtu.be/S8b1zWOgOKA

Ever had one of those conversations where nobody believes the truth. Really gets under my skin. Anyways, checking the damage ive got twenty quid pocket money to last two weeks. Gonna be a tight month. Again. Wheres it all going? Ive hardly even bought anything!

Been lovely this past three days. Perfect infact. A lovely warm sun and the slightest cool breeze. This is outdoor weather at its best. I need to get cycling again but have plenty to do this weekend. Yesterday i even trimmed the buddleia back. Theres so much i could do with that garden. Pity about the budget i get for it. Still, Rome wasnt built in a day. 18 months time it could be amazing. Meeting up with Malthus tomorrow to claim a couple more #fightingfantasy books. Be nice to catch up and have a cold beer. Might pop in #TheMorningStar on the way back and plot something!